Well, tired now. just came back frm JVS MUSICAL NITE 2006. it was indeed great.
had 2 rehearsals today. was so hot and tired at the backstage. and finally we had a waiting room and we dun need to share with the choir anymore.

everything went fine throughout the whole show. after the whole thing. ran to the outside to find friends. hahas. stupid jj changed his phone with me as he's battery flat. -_-" and if i noe caming back with school is so boring and sian, i would rather came home with my brother. more fun!

everything's getting from bad to worst.
i noe that i have changed a lot ever since i got my position.
and u blamed me changing my character and personalities becos i got this position?
why dun you think about yourself?
and thanks for admitting that you had changed becos philip had this type of behaviour too.

do you think that i want this position?
if you arent happy with me and my position, i dun mind u take them away.
go and choose someone else that you think can do better than me,
and if you choose yourself, i also wont mind.
quickly take away my position and i will be happier.

i gave in most of the time.
when you are angry or sad and u ignored me,
i took the initiative to talked to you.
when i ignored you, you like simply dun care abt me.
well, i'm fine with it.

if you think that you are always giving in and i'm not..
i have got nth to say.
and pls, did i use words that is hurting to describe you
and i simply hope u wont use them anymore.
becos i didnt use any hurting words to describe you.
u bu shuang me can liao ma. u insult me for wad?
u think insulting is fun is it? and i DIDNT even insult you!

ya, i admitt that i have changed.
changed to a different type of person.
and i dun care who hates me.
i'm jus being who i am.
if u dun agree with me, i have nth to say.

if you are settling all your problems with VIOLENCE now,
it's none of my business.
it has nth to do with me and i simply hope that i wont get involved in it.
you have your own ways and i have my own ways.
both of us do things differently.

thanks for helping me all this while.